It’s a small world after all

距离上一次的posting,已经好久好久了。。。 公司在上班时间block了friendster 和 facebook,自己也因为工作，很久没update friendster了。。

明年就快举行婚礼了，但还没准备好。。。huh…有点茫然。。。 希望一切顺利啦。。。好快，2008年也快结束了。。。你们今年的大计都有实行到吗？？？

一个朋友email给我的，很有意思。。。

1.遇到你真的爱的人时，要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会，因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了。

2.遇到可相信的朋友时，要好好和他相处下去，因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。

3.遇到人生中的贵人时，要记得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点。

4.遇到曾经爱过的人时，记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人。

5.遇到曾经恨过的人时，要微笑向他打招呼，因为他让你更加坚强。

6.遇到曾经背叛你的人时，要跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他今天你不会懂这世界。

7.遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时，要祝他幸福哟，因为你喜欢他时，不是希望他幸福快乐。

8.遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时，要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精彩回忆的一部分。

9.遇到曾经和你有误会的人时，要趁现在解清误会，因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚。

10.遇到现在和你相伴一生的人，要百分白感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱。

P/S:人的一生就只有那么一次的机会可以去做这些事。。。。

我是个很情绪化的人，受到一点委屈就会很懊恼，伤心，moreover if我根本没有做错什么事但受到无礼的对待，我会难过到哭。。。 被别人误解非常难受，真想把那人抓到一旁问他到底他是怎么想的。。。为什么要说些伤人的话，为什么要那么惹人厌。。。。 好多问号和不平在脑海兜兜转转，到最后辛苦的是自己。。。。所以，我决定了，睬他呢！

我没有错，你伤害不了我       

我没有错，你休想我会再理会你的无礼

我没有错，我才不会傻到为你哭

我没有错，我相信，嘴巴那么痒的人，是会有报应的。。。            

上星期六是我的牛一，呼，你问我今年几岁？哎哟，26了啦。。。 时间真的过得好快。。 hm.. 与其感叹时间过的如何快，我应该珍惜我现在的一切，间中也回忆以往的日子,然后要好好想想将来。。

谢谢lgc陪我渡过了一个快乐的生日。。早上跟你一起跑步时有种很踏实和温馨的感觉，然后早餐很好吃，过后的电影看得好开心(虽然很冷，但你的双手很暖噢。。)

晚上的apam balik 好甜噢。。吃了甜丝丝的。。。嘻嘻！晚餐也很不错噢。。还有，昨天价值RM28 一粒的榴莲也蛮棒的。。

还有谢谢所有sms,email,message和call我的朋友们,得到你们的祝福，好感动噢！！

虽然没有礼物，但已经觉得很满足了噢。。 =)

刚刚有个和我蛮close的同事告诉我他找到新工作，要走了。顿时很失落，但也为他感到高兴，因新公司蛮近他家，而且是他想要的job scope。一起“打拼”了两年多，难免有点舍不得。。和我同 batch进来的同事都走得七七八八了，我呢？还在原地踏步。。之前有机会的，但我选择了留下，因为我相信会有改变&改善。。现在看起来，好像还是那样。。。。我知道如果我不离开，我可能没得离开了，因为三年了，已经很comfortable 了。。。现在的公司并不是不好啦，但我觉得我应该出去看看外面的世界，增广我的知识和exposure。

今晚又要失眠了。。。。

Went to Vogue Cafe at Renaissance Hotel KL last Saturday with buddies for dinner buffet. Well the ambiance is not bad, but the choice of food is not really that much. Their California roll is very nice, and they have very generous servings of oyster. Well I don’t really like oyster that much, so i took few california rolls (which is not very big in size),some main dishes (curry fish, pasta, chicken and spring rolls),a lot of strawberries and fruits. They also have fruits dipped in chocolate which is quite ok. They also have different types of chocolates and cheese. They serve sirloin steak too, but i didn’t take any of it, so couldn’t comment on that. Overall, we all thought that the varieties of food should be more. But still, we had a good time eating together.

Vogue Cafe, Renaissance Hotel-buffet dinner  RM 90

It was a upset day for me yesterday..why? coz i was mad the whole day…well, not really the whole day lah actually. it was during lunch, someone annoyed me and because of that, my mood turned from "already not very good" to "damn not good". i know i shouldn’t be, coz a lof of my friends always says "do not torture ourself by getting mad of somebody else’s stupidity". but, knowing me, i can’t help it. furthermore my stomach not feeling well, so not only my stomach got wing, my kepala also got wind lah! after that go for a client meeting, still ok lah. then back home, hubby did something that triggers that angin again. but it wasn’t really his fault after all…, poor him. but he was cool about it as he knows i got angin one.. then after some thinking, i’ve made a decision, to not to get so upset so easily. huh, it wont be easy though. plus there are some really irritating and annoying people around here, hm, it will be real tough to ignore them. but my friends are right, why let unimportant people ruin our mood? no no no… no way man.. ok, i will be a happy person today, and to those annoying people out there, " do whatever u wanna do, you are not going to have me wasting my time on you! "

was browsing through his pics and suddenly a funny feeling - i feel like i don’t know him anymore.a  person that has filled my heart before, now he’s just a stranger.love is a funny thing.maybe it’s because we’ve kinda lost contact and don’t go out for dinner etc anymore.but i know he’s happy with his life now.i guess this is what we call "yuan fen" lor..

wishing him all the best.

i love u my dear lgc…

ok. it’s a new year.chinese new year also going to finish.valentine’s nonsense also already passed.so what now? guess no more day dreaming of holidays liao la!huh,my new year resolution is to get myself fit into S size…fingers crossed!

oh i nearly forgot, i’m going to perhentian on march, hooray!!!! haha can start dreaming on that now… eheheheheh….

Don’t think i wanna call him anymore, just realized that he might already has his own life and most probably do not want me to disturb him.i have a strong feeling that he doesn’t wanna stay that close with me anymore,well we were closer than before we broke up. i don’t know whether he is really busy or he don’t feel like meeting me that he suddenly couldn’t make it last minute for the last dinner. he is a very special friend to me and that feeling will never change. and i will not forget him as he was the first one that taught me what is love….feel sad, i dunno y… but i’m happy if he’s happy… and i really appreciate him for what he has done for me all the while.. all the best wishes to him…

lgc, i love u….